Tired

I still haven't written my concert post. Right now I'm in my usual (of late) mode of just trying to somehow get through the week without my head exploding. Only to make it to the weekend where I will lounge about in recuperative (but unproductive) stupor so I can get ready for next week. I'm so ready to graduate next month. Between work, school, and volunteering at the library I have so many hours of my existence devoted to things that right now are feeling more like obligations than choices (even though they're really all choices of various levels). I ditched the library today because I just didn't feel like getting home with only enough time to eat dinner and then go to bed.

I hate that my house is such a dump right now. I don't feel like expending a lot of effort in my free time towards cleaning. At least with the end of school I will hopefully have a little more time for stuff like that. You know they say that the state of one's house is an embodiment of the state of their mind, and I can kind of agree with that at the moment. Cluttered house = cluttered mind. I need some clarity.